Ambience: Rainin. Cooling not freezin. Not much disturbance. Listenin to Lee Hom's "Kiss Goodbye".
*need to tear my hair out
My computer is at it again! I fuckin fed up the corrupted program and can't wait to ditch the pop up window, "Fatal Error. Handling crap crap crap.... Program need to shut down fuck blahblah..." Oh I had to do my drawins I did last Friday from SCRATCH! Just great.
Had a heart racin weekend... The Good, the Bad and the Passing.
My mind was tryin to depend on e inhaler but I've overcome it.
*need to blurt
Just had a subtle panic attack. My supervisor came totally unanounced just after I finished my two paragraghs! My ears were plugged and eyes intensly concentrated on the screen scrollin and clickin on.................... Xanga! Aaaaaagghh......! Well minimised the window and Phew! that was fuckin close, balls!
Let's start off with Friday.
Mornin ~ Didn't know what to wear so I just grabbed my stripped long-sleeved blouse and shorts. Ha!
Afternoon ~ Bought packed lunch at Singapore Post and was headin back to the office.
I heard I cat squealed and I turned to the road and saw a kitty cat rollin in pain!
I just looked at it and saw vehicles drove passed it... When a car drove under e kitty, I squealed!
I left my food on e high wall and crossed the road to try to stop the traffic to lift the cat from the road.
When I was there, I just froze because the kitty was still alive and I'm afraid it will attack me...
I know the kitty would not mean it but it's just animals' instinct.
I said, "Hello kitty cat.... Are you ok? Awww..... "
Dumb thing to ask, I know...
As the kitty took its last breath, I was shaken and numb... One Malaysian Jeep stopped in front and a small pick-up stopped behind.
I signaled the pick-up man to help me pick it up.... And he did and both vehicles drove off....
I just stood there shaken still, looking down at the kitty and said my goodbyes....
Took my food and walked back to the office... And Idil called....
It was nice to talk to Idil at that time because he calmed me down.... THANK YOU.......... =D
Evenin ~ Had SOS. Went for supper. Went to Barracuda Bar at Boat Quay with Mon`Sherri then Apit and Popoi came soon after.
*Psst! Alot of people was soooo captivated by her.....
I heard from Sugar that there was this Long haired Malaly guy, very indie look really wanted to get to know Sherri but tooo bad she's taken...
Sugar had to break his bubble.... Hehehe....
Night ~ After Barracuda. Sugar+Me= FOOD!!!
Headed down to Hans at Thomson Rd. We ate there a few times and we kinda make it our hide-out place, subconsciously.
We're cool like that... Hehe...
We ate alot! No... He ordered alot and we shared everything.... I was so full!
*the night was soooo bloody cold! Can't stand it!!
Zzzz: 4am
Saturday
Mornin ~ Zzzzzzz..... Tossed and turned.... Gave wake up call to Sugar at 10am and slept back.......
*yawn* Phone rang and and I looked at the time, 11.30am... Phone was still ringing...
"OMG!!!! I'M LATE!!"
Explain: I was suppose to meet Sugar at his place at 11.30am to go visitin with his secondary schoolmates.....
*thought to self - "what an impression!"
Afternoon ~ I finally left my place at 12.30pm and took a cab.
When I picked Sugar up from his place then to his friend's place (which was our first stop), it was already 1.20.
Gosh....
Good part is that his friends were ok.... No sour-faced.... =)
Evenin ~ Total of houses covered: 5
I ended my journey at 7pm... I was already tired and I can't imagine how others can do this from mornin to the next mornin!
Got a ride home and chill for a bit, showered, got ready and off to Barracuda, again?
*Cos I'm passionate like that... hehehe....
Anyway...
It was a chill out night.... Not much people.... Music was good.... Company was better....
Night ~ Had a few drinks with Sugar's friends.... And he rode me home....
*Oh he had a bruise on his left shoulder because I was sooo sleepy that I rested my head on it. hehe....
Zzzz: 4am
Sunday
Mornin ~ Snoozin......
Afternoon ~ Still Snoozin..... Woke up at 4.15pm.....
3/4 of the day was totally wasted... But it's ok...
*Cos I'm cool like that... hehehe... OK STOP!
Evenin ~ Left home for SOS. Bought food from Banquet for me and Sugar.... BAN MIAN........ Yum!
I was cravin for it but in the end Menjeng ate the rest because after a while it was a little sian.
So after SOS: Suhaila, Kamsani, Mahadi, Sugar and I decided to go visit Zamri at the National University Hospital.
He's grandma was in critical condition.... It started of when she had a heart attack and collasped.
Then the next day her kidney failed and she had water retension in her lungs.... Her blood pressure fell 20.
We were alll hopin for the best but lookin at her condition, we were just waitin for time to tell....
At one point, Zamri came out from the ICU and burst into tears and dropped to the floor...
The doctors were tryin to resusitate her cos her blood pressure was very low but managed to get her back.
This happened two more times.
Zamri said if it were to occur again, they will just have to let her go....
It's a hardest thing to do... Lettin a love one go...
Night ~ I couldn't stay long because I had work the next day... Bid my goodbyes and left with Sugar....
Zzzz: 4am
Monday
Mornin ~ I woke up late! Went to work anyway....
Afternoon ~ Received news that Zamri's Grandma passed on in the mornin....
I gave Zamri a text message of condolence.
I totally don't know how to end this but.... To send my love to people who loved ones have gone but will always be in their hearts.
And always be in mine....
Bacione`
Gabriell
P/S: Will put up pictures of previous events and all soon... Promise. =)